Sorry bout the uber depressing journal last time. >>; I'm feeling better, and even if I wasn't, whining on the internet is childish and stupid. No one should have to go on the computer and have to listen to some person whine....on his personal computer, in his warm house, in good health. The people that have the right to be emo online are the ones lying dying somewhere, most likely without computers anyways. Suck it up Bish, suck it up.

My work hours are starting to slide off, as everything in the greenhouse is planted and growing ready to be bought in summer. Still have my lifeguard job, but I am finally going to be able to enjoy some more time drawing and talking to long lost freinds! ^o^ Hopefully I am not forgotten/hated to much. ^^

I finally have my coloring prgram downloaded and up on my new computer, so I can actually upload colored art. I also bought "how to draw for dummies" as I still need practice heh.

Soooooo....I guess I'm gonna try and start commenting/dawing/talking with people I know again hopefully...perhaps...maybe. Some will be easy. Other people I've hurt so much by being absent so long I'm wondering if it would even be right to start to talk to again, me being fearful of what they would say if I just casually opened up a chat IM to them after months away. But I guess I could call this a new start.....but no promises! ^-^